The Investment

the start was in a hurry mode. one where i was not given option to think and take time. the promises seemed blunt and straight.
then you were moving away out of your country. you were trying to get a new job there. it was good at the beginning. i was praying that you got a job soon. there was nothing more that i wanted.
the new job came and took you away from me. the time different, problems came and went. i thought i would just wait for the water to calm. but i was told it was always under storm.. oh is it?
it was already last year when we promised to be together. for the many months, half of it was nothing but argument. if it was a room, it was mostly empty. the only furniture was the breaking up-coming back session.
so what is this now? my heart is fatigue. the love was just nothing but a greeting on postal card. i couldnt find a single moment when we laugh together.
if this is to be long term, the short term is already disappointing. if this is to generate happiness until the end of time, so far it is the worst investment ever.