the resolution

i was on my way writing the next post when i felt too much anger and complain energy coming from it. this has been always what i felt before writing. this writing for me is a way to channel whatever that i cant contain. and i hate to feel the negative aura radiating.

so i stopped that post and kept it there for a while. i gave myself sometime to think.. its not a wrong thing.. but i can make a choice here.. and i took sometime to figure out about myself.. well the supposed last post was about finding my own happiness. but the way it was made out, it wasn't happy at all. it was a complaint towards the society. towards the people who just came to pass by. they weren't there to stay but the impression was so negatively striking that it lasts. and it lasts because it was somehow permitted.

but what was meant to stay is the parameter, not variable. variable may change only following the parameter. parameter is the sole reference towards the inconstant movement of the variable.. the personality should be a parameter.. so whatever variable that may pass by, it constantly holds the true principle. the sincere strong principle.

the true principle that i hold on to is that happiness is coming from within. that is the parameter. variable may change, it may come and go. but whatever the variable position may be, the happiness will not be disturbed. it will stand still, like a strong deep rooted tree holding on to the storm and rain.

that will be my principle of resolution. to be happy about myself. so no matter what happen out there, i can look within myself and i feel happy. the technical way will come later but i see its a better option. i will not opt out for loosing weight.. but to make my body happy is to live healthily. to make my wallet happy is to do rational shopping, make saving and clean away all those credit card bills.

by this stage you already know that i may not be the happiest person on earth. i live with problems. i think those are also what can make me strong coz i will overcome it. no matter what i will find positive way and breath in victory.

so that is my resolution. i'm writing this with a hope that the happiness will spread to everyone, whether they read it or not. i hope to live in a better world..and it should start from a happy mind within me and all of us.